Fire

Sunday, June 28,2009
SUNDAY!....Yes, Sun-Day is what today.As you may get it as the day when most of the offices are closed, the school going kids stay home enjoying the day their own ways. Some families would already have their plans for outings, kith visits and so on. But it is no more a different day for me. After all, what is different in this day? The sun rises( in the east as we leant from school) disappearing the darkness. This is what I see every morning lying on the bed from my window. Same spectrum, sparrows, joggers...It has nothing discreminant than rest of the days. Sometimes I feel in the dawn that all whatever is going to happen is an illusion, it's all fake as everything I see in dreams also. This twilight, this horizon is nothing but all a drama in my dream. Then the bile in my belly gets churns as if someone has set blaze waking me up agitated as a fisherman in a storm with his only torned jib boat. He knows the city is not too far to reach but if he jumps out to reach there floating, he would lose all the fish he has collected and if he stays in waiting for the serenity, he would lose a day and it would almost be impossible to sail during night.
Hence, accepting all those systems as true, the nimbleness to get water for quenching the blaze awakes me. I know that I can calm it each day but whether would there be any day when this agitation ends up, leaving behind no more disturbance in the abdomen? I think if I can make this ephemeral serenity, there would surely be one day when I would not have any free fuel left to get ablaze and everything would be converted into diamonds. Who knows even if I don't get those diamonds, there would be some gold under that heap of coal quite enough for me to sell and get the tranquiliser for my ever burning desires!
When you feel you are in the middle of nowhere..That is the sign that destiny is nigh. So never give up and walk some more..That is only the way ahead, lies there the horizon, waiting for you.!